Trust.

Decided to start blogging again because I really felt like to.

Couldn't bring myself to tell anyone how I truly felt.

That could be part of the reason why I started blogging again. 

Used to tell almost everything to one of my bestfriend.

I thought after telling her almost everything, I would feel better.

But I was wrong. 

Not that I don't trust her. I do.

But it just doesn't feel right.

Because every single time she hides something from me,

all I think to myself is : I trusted her with everything. 

Told her whatever that is on my mind.

But I really hate it when she doesn't tell me anything about her things.

Yes, she did.

But I wouldn't be the first few she approach.

She would always prefer to tell it to others.

Yes, I rant it to her.

Once told her how much I hate it when she doesn't tell me anything

and told her not to expect me to tell her anything next time.

But, nothing changes.

The cycle repeats. 

The same old things happen.

I still told her things and she still approaches others instead.

It's okay. I'm done trying. 

Since nothing changes, I'll also stop.